I chciałabym,

I boje się,

I nie wiem czy żyję już tu,

Czy może wciąż tkwię,

Tam

Za nim,

Biegnę,

Spóźniłam się,

Motyl odfrunął,

Smak został,

Kawałek nieba,

Pusta ściana,

Myśli zbłąkane,

Fruwają,

Pod perłową czaszką,

Malinowe usta,

Konfrontacja myśli,

Koniec życia,

Z tym drugim obliczem.
 

Szczęście mnie mija, 

Bo wciąż „mnie”, „mi”, „ja”

      Jan Sztaudynger.

Melancholia...

Siedzę, zapisuje myśli, myślę.

Mój świat mnie otacza.

Poza światem pustka melancholika.

Pod powieką zamknięta...

Zamknięta na szklanej kuli.

Patrzę, poszło źle, świat się nie kończy, będzie dobrze

MUSI BYĆ .

     for Martha.

Miss You

This summer passed by so fast. II don't even realise how it happened but it did in a blink of my eye. I don't even know what to do now... leaving you here behind... but I just wanted to tell you one thing...just one thing and that would be and that would be...

Im going to miss you...going to miss you...miss you so much I just can't describe how much you mean to me but... I'm gonna miss you, miss you, so much that I just cannot describe... this feeling ...I cannot describe the feeling ...

I hope you understand now how much you mean to me now... I love the way that you smile, laugh and do everything else... To be honest with you to me you seem perfect in every possible way...this is how much you mean to me... how much you mean to me....


Im going to miss you...going to miss you...miss you so much I just can't describe how much you mean to me but... I'm gonna miss you, miss you, so much that I just cannot describe... this feeling ...I cannot describe the feeling ...

I'm flying away soon , flying away high in the sky, far away from you and from everyone... i hope you understand what im going through now... but I just want you to remember one thing ... one and only thing...




Im going to miss you...going to miss you...miss you so much I just can't describe how much you mean to me but... I'm gonna miss you, miss you, so much that I just cannot describe... this feeling ...I cannot describe the feeling ...